does it matter?

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2009-05-15T12:55:00.001+08:00

zhizhuangishot.wordpress.com

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2009-03-19T20:11:00.001+08:00

Bye people. You can ask me or visit my friend's blog if you want my new link. Love ya. Like what Eunice will say, PEACE OUT YO!

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2009-03-18T20:06:00.003+08:00

Okay. I havn't really been able to blog since work is becoming pretty busy for me, which, to some people, might be a good thing. Well, at least you won't be seen as skiving all the time when in actual fact, you have nothing to do. Also, it reduces the chances people get to bitch about you. Okay, I mean gossip. Eunice was telling me that when I used the word 'bitch', it somehow took MrWongYihChong aback. So gossip/badmouth it is. But working somehow suprises me. I've seen the two-faces people can put up just to foster good relations at work. And sadly, I've became one of them. I really hated myself for being like that and I'm sorry to say, I have no choice. Aiyah. Whatever lah. I'm going to quit by end May anyway. After May, it'll be gymming and swimmin with Limin. I'll force her to exercise with me everyday(: I love myself for being such a good friend. Haha. And about my previous post, on the one where I asked how many kids do you people want. I'm currently on a search, trying to find a guy who is willing to have at least 4 kids with me. Kidding! Haha. No lah. I just wanna know how many guys will be willing to have at least 4 kids. Then I can start making my choice. Cute ones please! Haha. I'm serious, about the part on wanting at least 4 kids(not on the part where I'm searching for guys). I know it'll be quite a burden to raise them up. But if I have the ability, I'll definitely give birth to at least 4. And hopefully, I have a pair of twins! I wonder how my kids will look like. Shit. I can't find a web where I can predict how my child will look like in the future.

Zhihao: I'm not going to tell you anything on why the previous post sounded emo. Who asked you to ignore me for your games?!

I just kept my denim shorts into my wardrobe and I remembered what Eunice told me. She said she like tearing her shorts when she feels bored. What a psycho. And what did she call me on her blog!!!

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2009-03-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

Let me ask you two questions before I contine blogging tomorrow.
How many kids do you people want?
How can people stand putting up a front in front of someone who you once had abrasion with?

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2009-03-16T09:40:00.002+08:00

BOO! Haha. I'm back! Okay lah. I've only been gone for around 12 hours, to be exact. I'm not even sure if people bother to read my blog. I guess that's one good thing about not having a tagboard. You won't know if people are reading your blog or not, so you can just assume that you have loads of readers everyday and just blog as much as you like. Okay, nonsense aside. I have to buy new shoes later! My sandals are unacceptable for the event later. So I have to get new shoes or I'll get scolded. Perfect excuse right? Haha. Okay, that's beside the point. Actually I don't know what to blog about. So I'll just talk about something really random.

Have you people ever regretted letting certain people pass by in your life just like that? I don't know. I see this in the television all the time and I guess, maybe some things are not meant to be. I mean, finding the person is not just about the right person. There are actually many factors. Like, whether there's chemistry between the two of you, whether you can complement each other, whether you guys meet at the right time or not. Meeting the right person sounds easy, but hard.

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2009-03-15T21:47:00.009+08:00

A New Phase Of Life. New Set Of Decisions To Make. New Group Of People To Meet. I can't wait. Working makes me old. I can't act my age at all. I wanted to throw to pass JinWen something on Friday while we were in the lobby because I was thinking that's what I will do in school. But I thought about it, this is a cooperation leh?! I think I realise why I hate work. All the bitchings and the 'I so can't act my age' thing irks me.

Yea. I've seen her for 8 times sinc elast Thurs alr. Last Thursday, Friday, Saturday, this Monday, Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. We went to find Lois on Sunday by squeezing through the huge crowds at the IT fair. JUST TO LOOK AT HER FOR LIKE AN HOUR? Yea. Then on Saturday, we met up with the guys and went for CVD together. Going back to school really makes me treasure college times more, though I dislike the school. Then we went to NTU open house and had dinner together at Fish and Co. Today, we went to NUS open house. Halfway through, we lost the guys and just left on our own. Aiyah. Nothing much to talk about actually.

MY SISTER IS SO THICK-SKINNED!
She said that during her violin lesson today, there was this boy who insisted on sitting with her. So while she was on her way to the toilet, she overheard the boy telling his friend that he likes her. So when she's in the toilet, she was thinking to herself,"Of course what, I'm so pretty." Like WTH?!

I wondered and wondered, why did I fail to realise you when you were there with me all along. I guess things are just not meant to be.

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2009-03-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

I met Eunice again. It has been the 6th time we're meeting since last Thursday. Gosh. Somehow, I can relate myself to her. Though I don't mean totally, but I can see similarities here and there between us. Like, we both want the same notebooks, our parents complain the same thing, we both wanted to take engine in U(she's the first friend that I know who wants to take engine as well.), and so on lah. I guess she's a friend that I will definitely keep for the rest of my life, just like the other 3 bitches(you know who I'm referring to.) Another friend whom I'd like to mention is Lois Goh. Though she always pang seh us, but she's a good friend, good adviser and definitely a good AUNTIE. She was telling us what to say when we talked to this MacBook promoter at the IT fair. Haha. Since school started in J1, I've been meeting her on the train every morning. On our way to school, we'll be talking about homework, teachers, classmates and our own friends. She's definitely a great listening ear. Then, when mugging period started, she has been my mugging partner for as long as I can remember. All the times at Bishan MosBurger, AngMoKio 24 hour macs, AngMoKio library with yong tau foo for lunch/dinner and at the school library. Whenever I pass by the MosBurger in Bishan, I can't help but to think about the times we spent mugging in there. Well, maybe ten/twenty years down the road, we'll be bring our daughters out and shop like what we always do. I do hope to keep them by my side till forever, hope that they will be there in every part of my life. Lastly, there's always Cristal, who has been missing since, I don't know? The last time we met was at Eunice's house during CNY. She's always busy lah. But I'll definitely not forget her. The times we injure each other during PE lessons, the times we sat together in class, the times we had a great laugh laughing at our class's guys, the times we had buying presents for everyone and all. Too much to mention. Haha. But at least I DID leave a scar on her hand, so she'll never forget me. Haha. Love you Cristal. Please meet up with us more often and I'll love you more!

2009-03-12T20:47:00.003+08:00

This post is sure to lag your computer.

IndoChine & Arena

Geokho looks like she's puking.

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That's all.

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2009-03-12T13:36:00.002+08:00

Yes. I've been missing since last Thursday and no, I did not commit suicide. I've been wanting to scream this to everyone I meet and here it goes, HOLIDAYS ARE OFFICIALLY HERE! Damn A levels! Haha. So yea, a chain of events had happened. Not only am I too lazy to post the pictures here, I feel ashamed to because I've not uploaded the Valentine's Day's ones as well. But I promised I'll do it. By tonight. Okay. So last Thursday, I met up with EuniceLXY at Orchard. Charlene was supposed to come along, but she had constipation. The other two, we didn't bother calling them because we know that they will not want to come. So we went to Indochine for dinner, drinks and shots. But we were not high yet. Wasted. Then we met up with Atiqah. Uh-huh. Not any other Atiqah. THAT particular Atiqah. I only know one. And we headed off to Clarke Quay. We wanted to go to Double O but the age limit was 21. The both of them wanted to try it out by queueing but I chickened out because I thought it'll be pretty embarrassing if we get chased away. Besides, there were alot of clays. So we went to Arena instead. Ladies night, free lychee martini and I-don't-know-what-the-other-drink-is-called. We ordered pineapple rum. Initially, Eunice and Atiqah thought the waitress said that it was apple rum. That was why they ordered that. Then we head to the dance floor. Eunice was truly shocked and she made things pretty awkward when she opened her eyes and mouth wide. Haha. Her expression was truly hilarious. Friday, not so muc to talk about. ~~~ Saturday, went down to Far East to meet Eunice. She was supposed to meet Lois at 4.45pm and asked me if I wanted to go along. So we met Lois at Canale after she was apparently late for 2hours. So expected can? We had dinner, talked about stuffs and went around shopping before I head off to meet the three bitches(I think this is easier for you guys to know who I went to meet). Limin brought Absolut Volka, Peach. She wanted me to get high but she was the one who got high in the end. She was like,"I'm still sane. I'm still sane!" but actually, she couldn't even walk properly. Haha. St James was packed, crowded and the guys there were ugly. I swear, I really couldn't breathe. Sunday was spent at home and at my uncle's house. Decided to skip work on Monday but since some irritating people called, I had to cabbed down to office, drop off some keys, and cabbed back home again. Then I went to meet Eunice at YJ. Lois decided to abandon us for her sleep. Wth. So we went to find MrWYC. He talked about many things which suprised us as we did not expect him to say. But it does make sense though I'm still not really on to it. I have my own thinking lah. We also met MrCKP and he gave some advice which I thought was really good and suitable. Tuesday, didn't work again. Haha. I didn't work for a total of 5days straight. It felt good. Haha. Supposed to reach Eunice's house before 7. But I was late. Haha. So we went to SYFC(shortform lah.) where Lionel flew us in a plane. It was like a roller coaster ride. Damn shiok. Haha. Then we went to town after that. Had lunch and shopped.

I wanted this. But Eunice was complaining that it's too heavy.

So we decided to get this instead. Yes. Eunice and I want a MacBook by coincidence. My new and 2nd love. After my itouch which apparently dropped on the floor some weeks ago. Heartache.

Really hope you'll pull through.

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2009-03-05T14:15:00.002+08:00

24HOURS TO DOOMS-DAY!
I can predict, 24hours later, people will be assembled in the hall, listening to the principal's speech. I can predict, 24hours later, people will start wondering,"Will I be called up on stage?" I can predict, 24hours later, many people will prolly have butterflies flying in their stomach, so much so that they feel like puking now and then. I can predict, 24hours and probably 30mins later, my whole class, including me, will be heading out to party together after collecting our wonderful results.

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2009-03-04T11:50:00.002+08:00

These are my cousins, my best friends, my sisters/brothers and my comrades for 19years of my life. Okay. I’m only 18years and less than 3months old. But yea, we are as close as best friends, as close as siblings and closer than most people are with their cousins. I remember the times where we hang around together on Saturday nights at either the badminton courts or the basketball courts. The elder ones will get to play badminton/basketball while the young ones either can’t get to leave the house, or have to sit by the side and watch them play. Sometimes, the eldest of the eldest (Jiayan Che Che) will suggest playing lao ying chua xiao ji together. I remember the times, when I have to go to Sharon’s house in the morning(because I was in the afternoon session during primary1), Clement kor kor always bullied me whenever he can. One day, after school, I wanted to bathe with Sharon, but she was in a bad mood and she didn’t want to bathe with me. So I wanted to prank her by switching the lights off while she bathed. So while she was closing the door, I placed my hands at the hinge of the door to get a good grip. She didn’t know and just closed the door. My God! It was frigging painful at that time. Haha. Also, I remembered the times where we will gather during June holidays and stay over at a chalet together. My aunt will then bring this plastic rubber thing. I don’t know what it is called but its like a small swimming pool where u can just keep it or take it out and fill it with water whenever you want to use it. My brother, being the apple of my aunt’s eye, will always get to go in first. Then, when the adults finish filling the ‘tub’ up, we’ll all rush in to get a good spot. Haha. It was fun then. Also, during chalet, we’ll always go to the beach together, soak ourselves in the seawater, hold hands and move with the wave. I remembered once, when we were all sleeping together, my younger cousin, who was sleeping beside me, peed on me! Gross! And I only found out about it next morning. Eww. Haha. I can also remember the times where we’ll all squeeze our puny butts into a car during Chinese New Year while we go visiting. My dad, being the driver, will do sharp turns because we all like the feeling of squeezing each other. Once, I remember very clearly, we were visiting Yihui’s house. So when my dad turned, we did the usual thing by squeezing each other towards the side, which my dad turned. Fungi, being the one at the extreme corner, fell off her seat without us knowing. Then, she cried. For some reasons, I don’t remember why she cried. Haha. Chinese New Year has always been a fun time to spend with each other. Because we’re so close, whenever we go visiting, we’ll hide in the room and play Uno since we didn’t know anyone else. Haha. Or, when my dad drives my uncle’s van during Chinese New Year, we’ll be at the back, playing Uno again. Haha. Our favourite game. I remember all the stay overs we had at each other’s house, trying to break our own record on how late we can stay up. Now that years had passed and that everyone had grown up, it’s unavoidable that everyone has his or her own paths to walk. But still, I’m glad that we’re still as close as ever even though we don’t meet up that often anymore.

Me: When do you need all these by?
Her: As and when you finish it, you can just return it to me.
Me: So can I take my time and finish it tomorrow? Because I'm afraid there might be nothing for me to do tomorrow.
Her: Up to you.

My work is so slack and I like it(:

One reason why I'm looking forward to Judgement Day is the rise in pay startin from next week onwards. Other than that, thinking about it just make me wanna puke my lunch out. Please Mr Andy Chng Kok Poh. Give me good news.

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2009-03-03T12:11:00.001+08:00

Actually, I don’t know what I want to blog about today. But I thought about how bored I am everyday and how I kept blog-hopping but felt disappointed in the end when nobody updates their blog, I felt like I have to blog to keep my readers entertained. Not that I have a lot readers. That is the good thing about not having a tagboard. You don’t know if there are people that are reading your blog. A little thick skin, I know. But life is all about having a little self-esteem here and there, isn’t it? This week is some sort of a different week. First, I’m going to embark on a challenge, tutoring. Yes, I’m tutoring for the first time in my life. And she’s a secondary 4 girl. I bet she’s taller than I am. Life’s unfair. When we were young, we were taught that people grow and they get older. But why is it that we’re seeing people who are younger than us being taller and more ‘mature’ than us?! Life is full of misconceptions. Don’t trust everything that was taught to you. Next, I’ll be collecting my results this Friday. The reason why that day is called ‘Judgement Day’ is because it’ll determine whether I’ll get into a university, what course I’ll be taking and lastly, with that degree, what my career will be. And career is a short but big word. It signifies the rest of your life, the people you meet and work with, and how you’re going to spend your everyday. Like this? Or not? I’m afraid you and I have no choice. Life isn’t always full of choices. All human beings are the same. We live, grow, learn, get a degree (probably), get a job, marry, give birth, grow old and die. Well, there might be some exceptions like gays and lesbians, who don’t’ give birth, or people who die even before they can get to grow old (god bless!). But technically speaking, we don’t really get to choose the start of our life and the end of it. We only get to choose how it’s being run. Whenever I complained on how I don’t have this while others do, I think about what I have while others don’t. Sure, I did not get to choose who my mother will be or what my father is like. But at least, I’m betrothed to a couple as wonderful as my parents, even without having to choose. Some people just have all the luck. I think I’m one of them. Thus, before I collect my results, be it good or bad, I would like to thank my parents for all that they had given me. I do not think I’m the best gift god had given to them. I think they’re my best present. And I would like to spread the love to all who does not have any, or thinks that it isn't enough.

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2009-03-02T09:00:00.004+08:00

I just cleared the photos from my camera. That explains why I was unable to upload all the photos for the past two weeks. I'm just going to start with the photos we took on friday. As for valentine's day photos, I shall upload it some other day because I have not uploaded it on photobucket yet.

So, I've decided to upload a few photos. Yes, this chunk of photos is only 'a few'. On Friday, I FAILED MY FTT! And I'm pissed with myself. I didn't study for it, skipped the e-trial test because I felt lazy and was late for the test itself. So yes, it is my own fault. Aside that, I went for my facial treatment after that before meeting Yihui for Slumdog Millionaire. Limin joined us halfway through the movie. We actually put her name as Bimbo on the ticket. Haha. The movie is fine. Definitely recommendable. After the movie, as we were leaving the theatre, we saw a man, dressed nicely and all, lifting his shirt up and started scratching his chest. Yihui and I burst into laughters. So we met up with Geokho in Cityhall station and trained to Doby Ghaut to meet Wahid and Mus. It was a pretty short meet-up because by the time ChangSheng arrived, they had to leave. So ChangSheng drove the rest of us to Holland V. I swear, this bastard has a bad sense of direction. We wanted to go to Holland V, but he drove us to Dempsey. And he IS a reckless driver. He drives as fast as my dad and blasted his music like nobody's business. We walked around Holland V while deciding what to eat. Finally, we settled at this Italian restaurant. After dinner, we went to the toilet in Coffee Bean. There, I met my primary school classmates. I wasn't sure if it was them in the first place. I mean, it has been 6 years since I last met them. I coundn't recognise one of them though, and was shocked they could actually recognise and remember me. Haha. After that, we cam-whored a little, drove around and went to Geok's house, leaving only at 1am.

Judgement Day is nearing. I hope it'll be this friday because it's Atiqah's only week of freedom. So all goes well, I'll probably go crazy with her.

2009-03-01T13:20:00.002+08:00

Hong Kong actress enraged by leaked sex photos

HONG KONG - A famous Hong Kong entertainer who appears in nude photos that were leaked on the Internet lashed out at movie star Edison Chen, who shot the pictures, for failing to protect the women in the images.

It was the first time actress Cecilia Cheung has spoken out since the photos Chen took of her and seven other local stars performing sex acts with him were widely circulated last year, setting off a scandal that shocked the Chinese-speaking community.

Chen testified Monday against a Hong Kong computer technician charged with stealing the photos from the actor's laptop. The 28-year-old, whose credits include "Infernal Affairs" and "The Grudge 2," apologized for the photos and has since stayed out of the public eye.

Last week Chen said he hoped everyone who suffered as result of the scandal would recover emotionally and insisted that their well-being was more important than his.

"I've always said the scandal is my fault. ... If lashing out at me will ease her pain, I'm willing to shoulder more," he wrote in a statement Friday, referring to Cheung.

An emotional Cheung said in an interview with Hong Kong's i-CABLE Entertainment News Channel aired late Friday that Chen failed to prevent the pictures from being circulated and never apologized to her personally.

"If you're sincere about taking responsibility for your mistakes, at the very least you should call us personally to say sorry," she said.

"How dare you say you protected us and hope we will recover?" said Cheung _ whose acting credits include "The Promise" and "One Nite in Mongkok" _ noting that the photos were still online.

adapted from: http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090228/ten-as-hong-kong-racy-photos-5e343d7.html

She's an ass. After the ups and downs of her marriage caused by her, she isnt remorseful and is trying to push the blame on other, making herself the victim of the whole incident. What a shame. I feel embarrassed to look up to her for a while. '若愿人不知，除非警莫为'. Since you're outraged by this incident, why do it in the first place?

2009-02-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

Celebrity should not be taken as a role model. They should not be thrust with the responsibility of putting up a good front. Everyone has different morals, everyone has different values. We have to learn to accept them if we really idolise them base on their songs, shows and movies. What exactly is healthy image? Anyways, I'm looking forward to Edison Chen being here in Singapore, though i won't even get to see him. Haha.

2009-02-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

我感冒了。我觉得自己要开始病了。是不是因为成绩快要揭晓而感到压力才会病倒的呢？自己也不晓得。可是可以感觉到我这个‘不容易生病的身体’开始慢慢的变脆弱了。我本身认为除了担心考试成绩已外，工作上的烦恼也是其中之一。我开始发觉我并不适合在办公室里工作。懂，可是要装不懂。会，也要装不会。不喜欢，也是要装作很喜欢。这种虚情假意的心情，我早就受够了。但我还能怎样。我只是一位每个人六个月后会忘记的小职员。大不了，就辞职。但是我真的很想让父母知道我真的长大了。既使他们还能养我，能满足我物质上的要求，我也不见得需要他们的帮助。我不相想那么多了。现在，我只希望能回去当年的纯真时光。

Do not be alarmed. This is my blog alright. I just wanted to see how it's like if i blogged in chinese. But forget it, typing in chinese is so not my blogging style. It took up alot of my time. Haha.

some overdue pictures.

i miss the yong tau foo in amk market. i miss the endless moments in mos burger. i miss mugging with 09 girls.

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2009-02-23T09:03:00.004+08:00

Major UGHHHHHH!
So-and-so helped you to unblock fb is it? I thought I banned fb on your laptop?
Uh-huh. I was the one who unblockfb. I'm so gonna tell her later so that she wont malign my friend's cousin. But what irks me most is that, she banned fb on my laptop when she herself surfs it. WHAT-A-BIATCH. And guess wht, supposingly, we're suppose to start work at 8am and she just came back for breakfast. The time now is 9.17am.

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2009-02-20T09:54:00.003+08:00

EVAN ALMIGHTY.
Just finished the movie. Yes, I'm at work and I just finished watching Evan Almighty and it's nice, not in a 'Oh, it's a great movie. With all the lightings, good plot, good acting and all.' It's great in the sense it's somehow allows me to realise many things. "If you want courage, should God give you courage or do you want God to give you a chance to be courageous. Likewise, if you want to achieve something, should God give you the achievement or should God give you a chance to achieve it." I don't know why, but I find this very meaningful and I've come to realise that many things that happen are actually stepping stones for us to achieve what we want. It be harsh, difficult and requires alot of perseverance. But let's ask ourselves, what we really want. A good and smooth-sailing life where we get everything we ask for without lifting a finger? Or one that produces a sense of achievement which everyone needs? Another I've learnt is 'If you want to change the world, start with an Act of Random Kindness.' I highlighted these initials because it's related to the movie. The notion actually comes from the story, Noah's Ark. With this, I've realised that when people claimed that this invention will change the world, this thing will help the world yada-yada. It never work. And the show's right. God's right. The only way we can change our world, change our lives and change the people around us is by starting with randoms acts of kindness. When you're complaining about your life, your working environment, you family and friends, your teachers, your boss, your government(though this is a little too extreme. Haha.), it's pointless. It's not going to change anything. Start by being kind to others. Like what my dad always says, when you are kind to others, you are actually being kind to yourself. He always preaches, when you make someone happy, you are actually making yourself happy and that one's own happiness is always found on others. With that, I think my dad is God. I'm sorry God. Maybe he isn't as noble as you, but well, he did teach me to believe, in myself and everything and everyone around me.

WATCH EVAN ALMIGHTY IF YOU HAVE NOT DONE SO!

Read this.
Rivals High- Amid the grieving, a rare act of sportsmanship
The coach never considered any other option.
It didn't matter that his DeKalb, Ill., High School basketball team had ridden a bus two and a half hours to get to Milwaukee, then waited another hour past game time to play. Didn't matter that the game was close, or that this was a chance to beat a big city team.

Johntel Franklin scored 10 points in the game following the loss of his mother.
Something else was on Dave Rohlman's mind when he asked for a volunteer to shoot two free throws awarded his team on a technical foul in the second quarter. His senior captain raised his hand, ready to go to the line as he had many times before.

Only this time it was different.

"You realize you're going to miss them, don't you?" Rohlman said.

Darius McNeal nodded his head. He understood what had to be done.

It was a Saturday night in February, and the Barbs were playing a non-conference game on the road against Milwaukee Madison. It was the third meeting between the two schools, who were developing a friendly rivalry that spanned two states.

The teams planned to get together after the game and share some pizzas and soda. But the game itself almost never took place.

Hours earlier, the mother of Milwaukee Madison senior captain Johntel Franklin died at a local hospital. Carlitha Franklin had been in remission after a five-year fight with cervical cancer, but she began to hemorrhage that morning while Johntel was taking his college ACT exam.

Her son and several of his teammates were at the hospital late that afternoon when the decision was made to turn off the life-support system. Carlitha Franklin was just 39.

"She was young and they were real close," said Milwaukee coach Aaron Womack Jr., who was at the hospital. "He was very distraught and it happened so suddenly he didn't have time to grieve."

Womack was going to cancel the game, but Franklin told him he wanted the team to play. And play they did, even though the game started late and Milwaukee Madison dressed only eight players.

Early in the second quarter, Womack saw someone out of the corner of his eye. It was Franklin, who came there directly from the hospital to root his teammates on.

The Knights had possession, so Womack called a time out. His players went over and hugged their grieving teammate. Fans came out of the stands to do the same.

"We got back to playing the game and I asked if he wanted to come and sit on the bench," Womack said during a telephone interview.

"No," Franklin replied. "I want to play."

There was just one problem. Since Franklin wasn't on the pre-game roster, putting him in meant drawing a technical foul that would give DeKalb two free throws.

Though it was a tight game, Womack was willing to give up the two points. It was more important to help his senior guard and co-captain deal with his grief by playing.

Over on the other bench, though, Rohlman wasn't so willing to take them. He told the referees to forget the technical and just let Franklin play.

"I could hear them arguing for five to seven minutes, saying, `We're not taking it, we're not taking it," Womack said. "The refs told them, no, that's the rule. You have to take them."

That's when Rohlman asked for volunteers, and McNeal's hand went up.

He went alone to the free throw line, dribbled the ball a couple of times, and looked at the rim.

His first attempt went about two feet, bouncing a couple of times as it rolled toward the end line. The second barely left his hand.

It didn't take long for the Milwaukee players to figure out what was going on.

They stood and turned toward the DeKalb bench and started applauding the gesture of sportsmanship. Soon, so did everybody in the stands.

"I did it for the guy who lost his mom," McNeal told the Milwaukee Journal Sentinel. "It was the right thing to do."

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They may not remember our record 20 years from now, but they'll remember what happened in that gym that night.
? Dave Rohlman, head coach of the opposing DeKalb team on what his players will take away from this experience.
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Franklin would go on to score 10 points, and Milwaukee Madison broke open the game in the second half to win 62-47. Afterward, the teams went out for pizza, two players from each team sharing each pie.
Franklin stopped by briefly, thankful that his team was there for him.

"I got kind of emotional but it helped a lot just to play," he said. "I felt like I had a lot of support out there."

Carlitha Franklin's funeral was last Friday, and the school turned out for her and her son. Cheerleaders came in uniform, and everyone from the principal and teachers to Johntel's classmates were there.

"Even the cooks from school showed up," Womack said. "It lets you know what kind of kid he is."

Basketball is a second sport for the 18-year-old Franklin, who says he has had some scholarship nibbles and plans to play football in college. He just has a few games left for the Knights, who are 6-11 and got beat 71-36 Tuesday night by Milwaukee Hamilton.

It hasn't been the greatest season for the team, but they have stuck together through a lot of adversity.

"We maybe don't have the best basketball players in the world but they go to class and take care of business," Womack said. "We have a losing record but there's life lessons going on, good ones."

None so good, though, as the moment a team and a player decided there were more important things than winning and having good stats.

Yes, DeKalb would go home with a loss. But it was a trip they'll never forget.

"This is something our kids will hold for a lifetime," Rohlman said. "They may not remember our record 20 years from now, but they'll remember what happened in that gym that night."
adapted from here

Amidst our oh-that-is-the-real-world lives, it is heartwarming to see that other than being caught up with victory, there are still acts of compassion for fellow beings. I love these people.

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2009-02-19T13:10:00.003+08:00

My head is hurting me. And I'm feeling bored again. Not that i have nothing to do. Actually, in contrary, i have tons of things to do, or so i guess. It's just that the things I do are somewhat brainless and I feel stupid just by staring at them, much less actually doing them. So yea, i was moaning at how boring my job is to myself when Yihui's(friend) sms came in. Yihui: the newspaper says edison chen is coming to singapore next friday(!!!) for some carl's jr event at orchard. but it's a private event. Damn it. Haha. So after receiving this text, i went to yahoo to search 'edison chen coming to singapore' and look at what I've found.

OMGG!

ZOMGGG!

I am so gonna stalk him everyday. Camp outside his hotel, chase after his car and do all those typical fangirl acts. Haha.

I found this by chance.

I'm not sure if you can view it here because i can't with this bloody a-hole laptop. so here is the link. Ugh. She irks me more and more. I was initially fine with her even though she went for plastic surgery before(damn obvious can?). Then when she repeatedly claim that she did not and that she is half dutch, half spanish, yada-yada, i felt a little irritated with her. But it was because she said that EDC wanted to f her, i was like,"That's it." So from that moment onwards, i never liked her. But i guess it does not matter to her. She does not know me anyway. Haha. But whatever it is, MAJOR YUCK!

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2009-02-16T08:40:00.001+08:00

Okay. So I’m back to work. Not that I’m feeling extremely happy about it or that I’m feeling terribly f-up about it (actually I am). Like what my dad said, it’s just a job, no strings attached. Let’s talk a little about my job before I go on on how my weekend had been. In case you didn’t realize, I’ve been blogging more than usual since the year started. Basically, this is one of the things I can do with my laptop at work. Now that I can’t play games or surf facebook, I guess I’ll be blogging more than usual. So, my job has been, sucky. I don’t mean sucky as in, ‘Oh, it’s just doing boring stuff and all.’ No. Just listen to what I have to say. Firstly, I’ve made a friend. Let’s just name her J. You may be wondering, ‘In the whole office, you’ve only made a friend?!’ Well, she’s the only one I can relate to in the whole office. I mean, despite our differences in our views and thoughts, she’s the only one I can speak to with ease. Now’s let’s go on with the people in my office. First, there’s M, A, L, SM and C. M is always trying to give me work to do as she feels that my friend is basically incompetent to do her stuff. She bitches about my friend to me and in front of me whenever she can. But nevertheless, she treats me very well. A is a middle-aged woman whom M pushes J to to finish her work. She isn’t exactly as nice (as what J thinks she is). She is somewhat someone who goes with the flow. Someone whom I’ll use the Chinese idiom, ‘When you a human, you speak the human language. When you see a ghost, you speak the ghost language.’ to describe. L, she’s basically nice (well, at least for the moment, she is to me). She has always been impartial and is never shy to show the what-might-be-embarrassing-to-others side of herself. When I first came, she had already told me that the people here are hypocrites. Well, I guess because this is her first job, she is still not experienced enough to be crafty. SM is kind of the big boss in this department. She is arrogant and likes to pick on the temp staff. But she never likes to get dirt on her hands. So she always get her subordinates to be the bad person. C, I basically don’t know what kind of person she is. She seems nice. But sometimes, she isn’t. Actually, there are more people here in my department, but aiyah, I can’t be bothered with them. So yes, this is more or less what I have to say about my department. Actually, I have more to say. But since this is a high-profile company, I can’t elaborate much. But I truly hate my job. I was telling my parents, when I quit, I’ll just go up to the SM and say, “I hate you, you arrogant, fat pig.” Haha. But obviously I won’t say such thing. I have to spare a thought for my aunt now no matter what I do. If this wasn’t the case, I’ll probably jus continue with my games and probably just quit after a week.

Oh well. On a happier note, well, not really, Friday was a, what should I say, pissed-off-but-I’m-rather-used-to-such-things-now day. Shan’t elaborate about it. Saturday was much better. Though it was valentine’s, we managed to meet up. It’s tradition to spend valentine’s together since 6 (going on 7) years ago. We had a hard time deciding on where to eat while the three of them yada-yada on the wonderful night, which I failed to join them, they had with Geoky’s friends. What a regret!(for me. Haha.) Then, Atiq had to leave early for her erhem, so the three of us just randomly roam around town. Blahblahblah. You won’t want to know about the rest of the day. It isn’t anything much. Haha. So I was telling Geoky, I think, or was it Limin, okay, this isn’t point. I was telling one of them, I’m so gonna save up so that I can quit my job by end May, going on a shopping spree during June and July and hook up my cute and dream guy if there’s even one. The point is that I’ve not even crushed for as long as two, three years? I’m hopeless PLUS there aren’t any cute guys to crush on. I was having this conversation with Joanna on the difference between the guys in Hong Kong and those in Singapore. SO MUCH DIFFERENCE?! Haha. MY BROTHER’S GOING BIRMINGHAM DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS AND MY SISTER IS GOING CHINA?! So it’s gonna be my mom and me since my dad will probably be busy at work. Don’t have to ask me about my cousin. I’ve never considered as part of my family anyway. She’s just probably my relative or so. I’m getting random and I plan to keep it this way. I really have nothing to do.

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2009-02-13T09:01:00.003+08:00

i miss going to school. i miss wearing uniform. i miss singing the national anthem and taking the pledge(not tht i really sing the anthem and recite the pledge everyday). i miss all the lunches and breaks in the canteen(though the food suck). i miss making fun of mr chng and his pink tee shirts. i miss mr wong and his scientific funny jokes. i miss mr sync's ever-boring econs lessons, his sudden outburst when we're all falling asleep and his funny hair. i miss mrs lay-naing's naggings(i lied on this one). i miss miss seah's lessons where i get to present all the time(favourite student. haha. once, zhihao and i were arguin who was her favourite student. so when my mom came for the parent-teachers dialoge, i asked her,"miss seah, im ur favourite student right? not zhihao right?". she was like,"uh?". haha.) i miss being caught by mr garnesh because of my short skirt. the first time i got caught was stupid. it was because we ran away tht caught his attention. i swear, it was damn dumb. i miss muggin in the libraries and the self-study room! most of all, i miss all the fun times i had with my class and friends. isnt school wonderful?!

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2009-02-10T09:43:00.002+08:00

photos taken on friday. the 3 of them plus changsheng came to my house for steamboat. after which, we had a few rounds of mahjong before lun came to join us. we ended up playin heart attack and zhong ji mi ma because my house has no poker cards. then, someone had this crazy idea of clubbin all of a sudden. so we changed and head off. but somehow, it only ended up with the four of us headin to clarke quay.

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2009-02-09T11:11:00.002+08:00

im at work now. and my job suck. the truth about the real world. people bitch. even when they're supposed to be mature and all. they bitch, about people much younger than them. alright. im not involved. but i feel bad for those who are. and therefore, i hate my job. i hate the environment and i hate the people i work with.

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2009-02-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

my friend, eunice, is a bloody liar. I NEED JUSTICE! listen to this.
things she did to me:
1) tricked me with my mom.
two days before we set off to hongkong. she called me and said tht we cant go to hongkong because of some weather conditions which caused the flight to be cancelled. so she said we're changin our route to taiwan instead. then, she called my mom and asked my mom to play along. wth.
2) she humiliate me again and again.
she laughs at my pronunciation again and again and tells its to everyone. and then, she kept tellin everyone my humiliating moments with my drool.

and these are the sms-es we sms-ed each other today. because she lost all her contacts, i sms-ed her fir8st.
me: U REALLY LOST ALL UR CONTACTS AH? WAHAAHHAHA SO SUAY.
her: YES! EVERY SINGPLE ONE OF IT! anyway, who is this?
me: haha. shall not tell u. guess it on ur own.
her: Lol! such an idiot!
me: walau. scold me some more. is tht how u request something form someone? haha.
her: i know already. kaiming! (i have absolutely no idea who this is.)
me: ur head lah! stupid. haha.
her: WHO ARE YOU?!?!?!? lol.
me: ure very stupid leh! sheesh. haha. i didnt intend to sms u. i thought of tellin u my number e next time we meet but ur reaction is so funny.(she told me tht when she told me about the hongkong trip.) u seem very insecured which makes me happy. i know i sound sadistic but who ask u to make fun of me all the time. haha.
her: lol1 iry?! (no. i dont not come out only in the night.)
me: walau. no. *rolls eyes* continue guessing. i love it when ure like tht. wahahaha.
her: zomg! lol, who are u?
me: shall not tell u until u reflect on ur past actions.
her: lol. im such a kind-hearted person. i dont have to reflect. (this was where i start to puke.)
me: right! the number of times u tricked me and made fun of me is too many for u to count. sheesh! haha.
her: serious? i made fun of u? lol! im not tht mean! (u laughed at me whenevery we see each other and even tell everyone about about my humiliatin moments.)
me: walau. i shall show the rest this message the next time we meet and they can judge for me.
her: the rest? lol. who are the rest? oh! charmaine. (wht a stupid fool.)

nevertheless, she's still my bestfriend. no matter how mean she is, i cant possibly ditch her. i hate u eunice! hahahaha. im goin to tickle u to death the next time we meet. you weakling.(she cant even carry me. cristal can.)

1 true embarrassing moment about this girl: she drank my spit before. i didnt know she was THAT obsessed with me but yea, she swallowed it down. i saw it with my own eyes.

haha! gotcha(eunice)!

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2009-02-03T16:31:00.003+08:00

and so i passed my btt. my mom's colleague was sayin tht i should have booked my prac lessons in the night since exams will be in the day. then she goes on on how she isnt rushing to pass. f you auntie. though you're only around 8 years elder than me, ure bloody brainless auntie. reasons why ure not in a rush while 'i am':
1. i'll be startin lessons in aug, unlike u who dont have a chance to enter the U with ur stupid A level results. i know i havnt collected mine. but it was meant to direct at this brainless bitch and egoistic self. so ignore the fact tht theres a possibility tht i cant get into a U as well until i collect my results.
2. i have a car to drive. i bet u dont.
3. i can juggle with learning at night and havin exams in the day. you cant. i mean, if ure goin to have your As in the morning, are you gonna jus study in the morning?
4. from wht she claimed, she can afford the 25bucks to renew her pdl. clearly, i cant.
5. i hate you.
we think she's jus finding an excuse as she doesnt wan me to pass before her. i mean, if you're gonna have lessons only in the day, then how are u goin to drive in the night when u have ur license. she replied my mom,"it's okay. it'll be a natural driver instinct." okay. tht wasnt wht she said. she doesnt know such although-it-isnt-very-chim words with the peabrain she has. argh. the size of her brain isnt the point! she's bloody contradictin herself. you dont take lessons in the night because u wont be used to drivin in the day durin ur exams. and then, drivin in the night after u get ur license is a natural instinct. eat shit lah. urgh. my mom was complainin about her because she kept whining to my mom on how her batch of MI graduates, in the same company, have chances to go overseas while she doesnt. you're only an A level student leh! its not like ure better than them in terms of qualifications or something. i mean, you dont have the rights to complain lah. and to think my mom is 45 alr, havin a 28 year-old whining at her doesnt make you look cute. damn you. urgh. im pissed at her not because she is egoistic and brainless. thts her f-ing business. its the fact tht when the rest of the department told her tht they themselves dont have the change to go overseas as well despite the number of years they've worked, she goes on on how she is more qualified with the A level cert she has. damn bitch. A level is shit and worthless. its jus a stepping stone to the U which you failed to get in. therefore your Alevel cert is equivalent to incense paper. doesnt worth a thing. i hope karma doesnt get me but i was very angry when my mom told me about their discussion. and her last sentence,"i'm not in a rush to get my license wht. i can still afford that 25bucks." damn you! i shall be appeased now tht ive rant out all my anger. like my dad said, im still a young girl. no point living in such agony because of her.

on a lighter note, i might be goin vietnam, taiwan or bali for holiday durin june. i wanna work in the rice plantation for a day if we go to vietnam. steamboat at my house(((:

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2009-02-02T09:45:00.003+08:00

i miss school. i miss schooling. i miss my friends. i miss wearing my uniform. i miss the teachers(some of them).

some random smses between me and changsheng:
changsheng- pick a date to go out together ......
changsheng- ok. we'll meet after 20thfeb becasue some .....
me- im free, any time.
chang sheng- oh shut up.

haha. ive been tellin people tht. i was tellin yide, i should be the one dating people, they should be datin me. being free is fun yet boring. u dont know wht u'll be doin a week later. but at least, ure always up for last min outings. oh well. i met eunice yesterday for some shopping, as requested by her. we walked around orchard before headin to haji lane. then we settled at this turkish restaurant. the man who took our orders was like,"seesha?" *tehn tehn*. its funny if u saw him. eunice was imitating him the whole time. then she ordered this turkish tea which costs 5bucks and she complained tht it tasted like lipton tea and finished it in 4 mouths. haha. major heartache. then we went back to her home to meet lois and cristal. had dinner, mahjong and a usual round of laughter at my pronunciation, caused by eunice, as usual.

some cny photos. they're overdue, i know.

we were camwhoring and were totally ignored. haha.

my playmate from the maternal side. and guess wht, she's 15 but she's way taller than me.

her trademark expression.

my bestfriend ever since i was born.

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2009-01-29T11:50:00.004+08:00

i love he ping. i really do. which is why i wanna get this shirt. and now, i hate this thing called the exchange rate. i cant bloodily buy stuff from asos.com. damn expensive and i havnt even earned much yet.

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2009-01-28T11:37:00.003+08:00

busy at home. bored at work. complains aside, i had a loads of fun meeting up with people here and there. on friday, i took a half day off to go shopping with atiqah at bugis street. then we met up with limin and geoky and went to donate blood at HSA. well, geoky was certified to be underweight. so it was only me and limin. she was so afraid of the pain. but at the end of the day, she was like, it's not as pain as how they described it. and now, she's wanna do it again. whtever it is, im proud of her. note to her: sometimes, you've got to make ur own choices smartly and not be influenced by wht others think is right or wrong. then we head off to ps for dinner.

6years, still going strong.

then on saturday, i woke up at (read this cristal) SIX PLUS!!! to go to eunice's house to prepare the food. eunice was crazy. i swear, her whole family is. she came up with this idea of using newspapers to make a paper bag and use it to cover our heads. and then, rachel(her younger sis) suggested us being robbers and tryin to rob cristal. and yes, we did that.

tht is cheryl, her youngest sister.

i made this, i must say.

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2009-01-23T10:17:00.000+08:00

this is so lois kind of thing. the kiasu forum.

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2009-01-22T14:12:00.001+08:00

my bestfriend for 6(goin on 7) years. she was like tht when i first met her. wth.

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2009-01-22T08:05:00.002+08:00

im sorry. i jus had the urge to post this. this is one of my bestfriendsin yj. probably because i click best with her. *does the hand signs* haha.

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2009-01-21T20:54:00.002+08:00

it might be a little late, but my new year resolutions for 2009 are to learn how to save up for rainy days and, its the hardest of all, not to rely on my parents. the 2nd one is harder to keep. my parents have been the largest support in my life. wht to do? even if im workin now, they're still giving me pocket money. oh man. im a spoilt brat. i really am. shit.

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2009-01-21T15:53:00.002+08:00

one of my happiest days in dsta, though ive been here for like less than four weeks. this is a day where i dont have to do typing. okay. mayb only 15 serial numbers. but other than tht, im tryin to find ways to skive. haha. im a camper remember?(internal joke.)

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2009-01-21T10:36:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for the loooong weekend, though im not lookin forward to cny.
I WANT MY DAD!!!!

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2009-01-20T19:45:00.002+08:00

*EXCLUSIVE*

guess wht? this is yj's 2008 prom king. go figure.

actualy i have more exclusive photos. *evil laughters* but i still treasure my life more. hahas.

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2009-01-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

i miss all my secondary school friends. okay i dont mean for this to be random but its because alex commented on my photo on facebook and i suddenly think of him. awwwww. haha. i sounded sarcastic right? but i purely meant whtever i typed.
i miss friends of four years:
alex,
kangwei (although he's kinda MIA-ing now),
yide (havnt been talkin to him for a long time),
alvin (eh. i guess u can say tht i miss him though we've never been on good terms. i wonder why anw? it feels stupid now tht i refresh my memory back on it. oh wells.)
YINZHEN (my first friend from bowen.)
saiful & isaac (though we were'nt close anymore after we changed classes in sec3.)
gerald (my sitting partner in sec1. but we've not talked since.)
lunnie (we should be meetin up soon!)
and many more!

note to yihui: i met two scholars by the name yihui. haha. and i thought of u! haha. okay. i know its random but i jus wanna let u know tht i thought of u. *.*

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2009-01-19T09:53:00.002+08:00

just for my sisy, cheong shi qi charlotte.

i swear, she took all these on her own. there're actually more. but, believe me, u wont want to see them as there'll be on end to it.

although she's a pain in the ass sometimes, i still love her.

sisy, get well and grow tall soon.

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2009-01-18T16:17:00.002+08:00

6 going on 7.

>

besties. <3 plus crissy who is always busy.

we all had our haircut yesterday. (:

my beloved sisy.

2009-01-18T00:43:00.004+08:00

was webcam-in with geoky. haha. and we tried to take candid photos of each other. haha. and this is all we have. haha.

and yes, i cut my hair. and the worst thing, i said i wont wan eunice too see me after my hair cut on fri when we met up with lois. and right after i cut my hair, i met her, her mom, her sis and their friend. wth?!?!?! haha.

to end off,

i was tellin her which part of my sole itches. haha.

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2009-01-16T13:34:00.002+08:00

AUSTRALIA AUSTRALIA AUSTRALIA i can almost smell the scent of the koala bears, feel the softness of the skin, taste the goodness of the delicacies, see the wonders of the scenaries and shop like mad<3

i miss the bitches and bastards. haha. let's go crazy sooooooooooon!

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2009-01-16T10:56:00.003+08:00

i wanna travel. i wanna go bintan, to surf. taiwan, to eat. korea, to ski. america, to shop. australia, to shop more. hong kong, i just love the language there. europe, to cam-whore. hongkong last year wasnt exactly the perfect holiday. but it was fun with friends and all. china, urgh. i was lucky my family and cousins were there. if not i'll probably jump into the huangpu jiang and drown. i guess. i shall jus settle with taiwan and korea this year. and then i'll probably go america next year if all goes well. australia anyone?

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2009-01-13T11:46:00.002+08:00

work has been boring, as usual. we, my friend and i, practically spent hours of doin nothing. pretty waste of time and energy, if u would to ask me. oh well, its life. so the past 2 weeks have been pretty much of a catchin up sessions. we went to stanven's house for local dramas marathon. then i went to sentosa with 209 on sunday. it was pretty weird considerin how the guys wasnt tht sporty and all. but it went well. then on friday, we(LAVC) met up, had dinner and cabbed home. haha. and limin had one of her embarrassing moments. haha. im soooo sorry. haha.

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2008-12-23T06:04:00.002+08:00

my holiday officially ends after this sunday. everything has been goin too fast, it feels like As jus ended yesterday. right after the last paper, we went to sentosa. jus the few of us. me, crissy, lois, ophe and meifong. smelly eunice complained tht the weather was bad, which is why she doesnt wanna go. so we ended up playin frisbee with some other groups of guys because tht was the only thing we had. then it was random outings here and there with friends. the day before hongkong trip, eunice, her sis, my sis and i went to the zoo. it was okay lah. but the zoo doesnt really suit us. then the next morning, we were off for our hongkong trip. smelly eunice have yet to send me the photos. her parents were funny during the whole trip. they were very nice and patient too. and we managed to witness her mom's craze for hello kitty. the day after we were back, there was the class chalet, which didnt work out the way i thought it would, as usual. few days later, i was off for my china trip for 11days. i would never wanna visit shanghai again. i managed to witness people smoking everywhere(hotel lobbies, restaurants and even in the toilets!), spitting everywhere and a small boy peeing at the side of a subway. like wth?! but the other places were nice(: like on the mountain top and other cities. dreading the day when i start work. although it doesnt pay as well, but the jobscope sounds cool.
BUT im still dreadin it, i dont know why.
dreading, dreading, dreading......

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2008-12-02T01:48:00.003+08:00

back. my skin feels very dry now. im havin rashes everywhere and it itches badly. my lips are cracking and its startin to bleed. but still, it was a fun trip. my parent's gonna scold me though. ive overspent and they think tht ive spent on unnecessary stuff. like the bailey's. but its alright. i can drink it. i missed my family so so so much.

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2008-11-12T07:41:00.000+08:00

just THREE more papers to go. and im dreading the one in the afternoon. it's econs.

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2008-11-05T08:34:00.002+08:00

A levels is here. counting down to the papers is over. now is the time to vomit whatever have been learnt for the past 2 years out. math paper1 is over. whts done is done. i know i sound emo. but im not. actually, i really want As to be over. sleepovers, shopping, sentosa, movies, dramas, hongkong with friends, china with family chalet, christmas. lots and lots to do. cant wait. cant wait.

who says A levels is all about studying?

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2008-10-12T20:37:00.002+08:00

i didnt sleep the whole night. i know its bad for my whole sleeping routine for As, but well, its a 'once in a while' thing. so well, we climbed to the roof of one of the halls in NTU. the night scenery there was nice, as compared to the night sceneries in other parts of singapore. we learnt many things about stars and planets from sharon. then we had this crazy idea of playin badminton. i love my cousins(:
AND I REALLY WANT A PJ PARTY WITH THEM!!!

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2008-10-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

grad day turned out fine after all. our class skipped math jus to camwhore. well, the girls did, at least. the ceremony was dumb, to be honest. but the class dinner and the games we played were fun. so, yea.

2008-10-01T13:53:00.000+08:00

I was late yesterday for in first time sine primary sch (:

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2008-08-13T09:37:00.002+08:00

gosh. im so thinkin about motherhood now. last night, when i visited my cousin at her house, i cant help playin with her children. they are DAMN cute. the eldest has always been my favourite. he's so, i cant think of an appropriate word now. he's jus the most wonderful young kid anyone who want. haha. plus his two younger sisters. the elder one was pretty rowdy, i must say. but nevertheless, she still a cute little puny thing. and the youngest, well, she's still an infant. so theres not much to comment on. but she has the cutest little mouth and the cutest teeny weeny hands and feet. okay. mayb im exaggerating. but but but, i mean, u just cant help goin goo-goo-gahh over babies right?

he looks better without his specs, i must say. but who cares?!

she looks so, ughhh! and she speaks damn well.

her puny hands and feet.

awwww(:

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2008-07-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

secondary school times was definitely filled with innocence and stress-free. waileong and i were reminiscing about our lower sec times. we were commenting how dorky and geeky we all looked like and we concluded tht we definitely look much better now. haha. everyone does. even eugene. haha. speakin to him makes me feel like a lost sheep. im jus goin along the route the shepherd wants me to. i really have no direction of my goddamn bloody life. the main reason why i want to study engineerin in ntu because its a very general subject and tht it relates to wht im studyin now, makin life in U easier, hopefully. but its definitely not something i wanna do for the whole of my life. i wan to do law. i want to be a police. but i really have no guts to work my ass towards it. well, sidetrackin a lil, waileong has really changed alot. no more tht shy boy who sat behind me and was always makin fun of me. i think we all grew up in some way or another. its just that how much we grew and how we put this process to good use.

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2008-06-17T10:39:00.002+08:00

im tired. and exhausted. and there's still months to go. my notes is something i face most of the time now. gosh. ive goin out everyday, to study. this is so pathetic. okay okay. well, at least i managed to loosen up a lil here and there. ive watched narnia, kungfu panda and indiana jones and ive been to dinner with the movie kakis.

there are actually many more pictures. but they are all blurrrrrrr.

btw, ive not been posting his pictures since the last world cup. but whtever it is, he still remain as my top favourites, other than c.ronaldo(:

okay. im late, by one and a half hour.

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2008-06-09T18:23:00.002+08:00

IM SO TIRED! i swear today was so tiring, i think crissy lost 3 tonnes. haha. okay okay. but im really tired. my feet are aching, i have blisters on both feet, and mozzies bites all over me. but, it was rather fun today. we went to the zoo with the students from tpjc. their event was organised and definitely better than one of the schools we worked with. well, the 2 students which i had to work with were nice and fun. so i guess it ended well?! of course it did. i had double scoops of ben and jerry at the end of the day(:

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2008-05-25T18:39:00.003+08:00

i miss my dad. though he only left a few days ago, i hope he comes back real soon. besides that, on top of all the f**ked up assignments and morning to late afternoon lessons, i really miss all my friends from bowen. yide and i were chatting online and i grumbled about not meetin up for the longest time. he said to wait after my As. but i told him,"it'll be ur final year by then.". growin up really sucks. it made me treasure secondary sch friends, realise the practicality of human nature, and having to sit down and plan for my future. I'm growing up, and i don't want to. sorry for the contradiction with my link. i think i'll stay away from the com. i have to if i wan to be in the same class with loisgoh and the rest after banding. growin up bites, doesnt it?

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2008-05-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

some overdue photos from cristal plus those from cross country today. many more to come from eunice and mrchng(: it was a total camwhorin session today. haha.

steamboat at eunice's house.

eunice parents were great hosts. they helped us to prepare the food and her mom even made ice cream for us.

bye uncle taha(:

rehearsals for arts fusion and on the actual day itself

ghastly charlene.

my favourite picture. it pretty much sums up wht happened durin tht whole week.

cross country was today. it was pretty damn considerin how heavily it rained in the morning and how disorganised the event was. mrchng was very funny and he was whining about us makin funny faces in front of the camera. nevertheless, he still took many photos of us. wht can we say? we're his pioneer ct class. haha. he dotes on us(: oh. and we took photos with mdmkoh too. she's our principal.

im so tired, i dont even feel like goin to sch tml. furthermore, the thought of 2hrs of gp made it worst. i was pissed with her lahhh. but at least theres econs, phy and chem tml. more picutures coming up soon!

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2008-05-12T22:04:00.002+08:00

1 week of hard work. 1 week of regrets. but it seems worth it esp after all the fun we had as a class. i think thts wht matters. so overall, the last week of Arts Fusion concert was a enjoyable one. at least to us, stagecrews(mostly from my class<3). i was damn high after the whole thing. i practically jump once the final layout was set. but i hate to admit it, im missin every moment we had as a class durin tht short period of a week(:

we made our own shirt(:

09stage crews + AVA crews

plus lao shi.

stage right<3

on top of everything, happy belated mothers' day to all wonderful mothers like mine(:

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2008-04-28T18:28:00.003+08:00

another day in sch. another day filled with lectures and tutorials. it is boring. but i think it beats the upcoming As. well, as eunice mentioned, we've been dreadin sch for the first time since education started for us, all because of how practical some people in the class can be. all the bonds a class should have, all the friendship we're suppose to have, i really dont know wht to say. i mean, i am disappointed. i really am. but well, like wht eunice said as well, we ARE goin to meet such people sooner or later in the real world. so i guess, this kind of prepared me for it. but nevertheless, the class is still filled with nice, perfect, wonderful and absolutly stunning people. i shant continue with the compliments before the rest gets bigheaded. but wht im tryin to say is, just two person, and the class will be almost perfect. i mean, seriously, i have nothing terrible against them. nothing like the 'fat pest'. im not gonna name him. but im sure he pretty much knows who he is. isnt it his forte to be disliked whrever he goes? im not tryin to be mean but well, it's a fact tht the whole class doesnt like him.

on a happier note, sch isnt tht bad today. eunice and i were 'possesed' durin math lect. with such great classmates, jus a lil more and it'll be perfect. haha. i hope the class pays me back soon.

i wish i can upload the photo whr limin's face is filled with pimple cream up here right now. it's in my phone! i shall camwhore with the weirdos tml. it's lect day btw. total-boredom.

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2008-04-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

I FEEL SOOO ANGRY NOW!
there was this man(assumed to be the doctor of the clinic) scolded this boy who bounced his ball against the wall beside this clinic. whts worst was tht he shouted like how a man in distress will scream for help when trapped in a fire. it was loud. AND AND AND, the helper from the clinic was rubbin salt into his wound. i feel bad for not standin up for the young boy. it may be his fault, but he has his pride and dignity lah. oh man.

...d whr

2008-04-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

we celebrated lois and melissa's birthday yesterday. cristal and i had a hard to decidin on their gifts, when to celebrate, and whr to get the cake and so on. but we managed to deceive them before the whole thing blew off. lois was very funny. she was creepin behind me while i was playin around with zhenru. i didnt know she was behind me. so when i turned, i banged into her, and she splattered all the cream and cake tht she intended to dirty me with, on herself. haha. poor thing. it went all over her uniform. haha.

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2008-04-17T04:14:00.002+08:00

im booored. i woke up at 130am to do my econs essay. can u believe it?! econs leh! i dont know why im bloggin. mayb its because i have nothing to do. im sick of econs lah. and i have yet to finish my gp and physics homework and its alr 420am! few more hours to extreme torture. wth. alright alright. quit whinning, start working.

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2008-04-12T22:07:00.002+08:00

everyone, if ure goin to make negative comments about the person im about to say, please shut up. haha.
i saw felicia chin today! and she's damn pretty in person. i saw ivy lee and this man(i forgot his name). but felica chin stands out the most. damn pretty lah. haha. i sound like a fan girl now. haha. except tht im droolin over a girl. haha. and i forgot to at least take her photo!

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2008-04-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

some overdue photos.
math trail trial at NUS on 8th march, if i remember correctly.

the first day of March holidays where we have to go back for lessons.

eunice and crissy came over to my house to stay the night before the math trail at nus(: i had a hard time wakin the both of them up. thts why we were late for math trail the next day. haha.

then i went to tour around the airport with my cousins, aunties and family. and my granny. haha. we actually wanted to go there for ice cream. but, the swensens at both terminals were full house. haha.

dearest 209, 2008(:

presenting:

charlene, the crazy one.

charmaine, the smart, pretty and normal one.

eunice, the siao char bo.

karsandra, tian tian.

lois, mary-goh.

xueling, the kaypo one.(dont ask me why. its written on the class tee.)

cristal, the slow one. but now, she's faster ever since she started sittin with me.

melissa, maret lim.

alex, big eater. he can eat more than me!

wenjie

clement

zhihao, the one with the coldest jokes.

zul

yingjian, ziyi, daryl

addison, kenyon

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2008-03-21T15:07:00.002+08:00

so i went to town with limin the day before as a way to distract her. then she was lured to stanven's house where the rest greeted her with a slice of mango cake. haha. then she was, again, cheated to the bbq area whr she had to crack an egg with her head, well of course, we told her tht the egg is a hard-boiled egg. so when she started knockin her head with the egg, changsheng and stanven bombarded her with more eggs. haha. the rest of us, we jus ran away. haha. seein how dirty she was, we didnt carry out the rest of our plan.

then, yesterday, we went to east coast park early in the morning(: supposingly to exercise as suggested by me, but, i didnt exercise at all. i roller blade a lil to see if i still remember how to. then it was town in the afternoon. forever21 is selling this shorts tht is exactly the same one i saw months ago from ripcurl. the thing is, its at a half price. im so gonna get it! soon(:

ending off,

TAIWAN, here we come.<33

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2008-03-10T19:15:00.001+08:00

i caught step up2 with eunice today. the dancin parts were nice. i guess i shall watch step up1 online.

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2008-03-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

gosh. limin is angry with me over the movie on friday. oh man. well anyway, i managed to watch 10 000 BC yesterday. awwwwwww. i was damnnnnnnnn good. not to mention, steven strait was hot. but i didnt cry this time round. the romance part wasnt that touching. but, ughhhh. it's jus nice lah. haha. cristal was darn blur in the morning. we were in the same group. and she left the envelop around and only found out when we were on our way to the last station. i dont know wht to say about her.

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2008-03-07T21:08:00.004+08:00

ive got a B for my chinese As. haha. distinction for oral. and i watched leap years today. well, it was a lil boring. i didnt cry. i only teared a lil. it wasnt tht touchin or romantic. it was average only. but the storyline was good. eunice and i were pickin things to laugh at in the movie. haha.

a lil sidetrack, i met up with the three besties last fri. they were at lun's house. i wanted to play mahjong. but didnt have the time. and lun wanted to leave alr. so we end up in the pepper lunch at hougang mall, talking about how sucky and hectic our current lives are. actually, i think it was only me and atiqah complaining.

day at the museum. we went to the national museum on tue for the greek masterpieces. it was a lil boring. haha.

ending off,

209, minus a few people.

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2008-02-20T22:20:00.001+08:00

life is getting boring. i need things to spice it up.

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2008-02-17T16:04:00.002+08:00

luckily i went to charlene's house yesterday. we ended up not havin the pw dinner but mahjong all the way. but at least my presence made charlene not the only girl. i was reflecting back to wht limin said on thurs. although she said it in an 'as a matter of fact' manner, she did not practise wht she preach lah! but miss leow, i think i'll continue searchin to find the one with *snap. u get the idea. YES! THANK YOU SHIWEIIIIIIIII FOR THE DONUT(((((:

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2008-02-15T19:32:00.002+08:00

happy belated vday to one and all. i wanted to post yesterday. but i decided to get on with phy tutorial and go to bed, early. but yesterday wasnt so bad, althou it was quite shockin. haha. but thanks(: i truly appreciate it. well, valentine's day in yj isnt the same in bowen. in bowen, i had tons of candies and chocolates which made me feel guilty receivin every year and not giving. but nevertheless, i will still eat them up and not willing to share them with anyone. haha. well, in yj, hmmmm. i guess schmates arent tht close after all. but at least there were flowers even thou the candies werent as much. but i think i still prefer candies. oops. haha. and i was whining to joanna about shiwei not givin me anything. i think she told shiwei about it and shiwei gave me a donut(: and my pw mates gave me a goddamnit cute panda. fuck. im lovin it more and more every second lah. clement gave me a phone holder in the shape of a mahjong tile. and a teeny weeny poohbear. which is also darn cute. crissy poo made earrings for everyone and amelia gave me this coconut thing. yummy. and so, i met leow and geokho for ps i love you. atiqah dropped by before tht and she was throwin popcorn at us. and to think she still said tht she misses us. haha. ps i love you is nice! for people like me and geokho. i was goin guuuuuu guuuuuuu gahhhhhhh over the sweet and hot male lead. geokho was having tears streamin out of her eyes non-stop. but for people like limin, please dont watch it. she finds it boring lah. haha. so we played cap's ball as a class after pe, for the first time. but it was fun and satisfying. i love my class, and my home, and my bitchy bestfriends of five years. haha.

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2008-02-10T18:56:00.001+08:00

new link. i was feelin bored.

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2008-02-10T18:39:00.000+08:00

so i guess today is the last day of holiday. im still not used to lessons. haha. cny was alright for me. it wasnt esp special because its jus the same old routine every year. but but but, i got to play mahjong this year with my cousins! haha. after so long, my mom finally allowed me to play. oh well. and my aunt even said im good. haha. if only my mom and dad would impart some of their skills. we wanted to go kbox-ing on the second day, but everyone was pretty much dead. shit. i love my cousins. especially those who bathed and slept with me ever since young. i miss the badminton moments. awwwwww. im jus feelin so lazy to upload the photos and drag my ass to my study table. cny's almost over and A's are coming. i cant wait for pw dinner and a day out with dearests aka bitches, you get the picture. i feel like drinking now. my mom allowed me to touch alcohol on cny eve. and it felt great considerin the fact tht all i ever drunk in the past was only a cup or two. i think i drank half a bottle on tht day. i know it's not alot. but it's the most my mom ever allowed me to drink. mommy, i want more.

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2008-02-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

i wan to go eustace's house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but geoky isnt goin. and i have plans as well. and and. oh man. eustaceeeeeeeeeee. the bad thing about havin friends with too many relatives is tht u have no company to visit friends who have jus a little relatives as you. haha. awwww. why does geoky have so many relatives?

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2008-02-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

sick. this time round, im down with fever. i think its throat infection. the doc said tht my throat looks very red. consequences of overworking. dont learn from me. eunice wanted to leave with me. but mrchng didnt allow. she isnt feelin too great either. i think ive spread my germs to her. so much for buddy-buddy. when one gets sick, the other catch the virus too.

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2008-02-04T17:43:00.000+08:00

limin's new blog http://simplywhining.blogspot.com wht she does best. imagine the agony for 5years. i aint gonna link her if she's not goin to put up a tagboard.

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2008-02-03T11:25:00.001+08:00

birds of the same feathers flock together. no wonder thr are more and more disgusting people. well, u see. someone's egotism is acting up again. im glad im not like tht thou i have the qualities to. this is meant to be sarcastic. i think only limin understands(:

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2008-02-01T07:48:00.000+08:00

I Scored a 93%!

limin. admit it. you ARE a bad speller.

so im stuck at home. had diarrhoea early in the morning. still havin it. so i wont be able to skip sch on cny eve lah. ughhhh. nvm. today is a longer day. im loving c.ronny more and more. two more goals to the long list(:

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2008-01-27T17:34:00.000+08:00

i feel so guilty now. i wantedd to study today considerin the fact tht i didnt yesterday. but i was out almost the whole day. blame it on the mother. she was the one who dragged me out. but at least, i got many good deals. a good meal, many new food to fill the fridge, new shirt, new shorts, new bra and a new pair of cute socks. im sooo gonna show it to eunice. she's be damn jealous. haha. so i shall cont'd w cvd yesterday. eh. eunice got dunked! haha. we actually told raechel tht both of us wanted to get dunk. but end up, only she got dunk. i was sick the day before. haha. changlong, weixian, jason and gingy also got dunked. i cant really remember the rest. but the water isnt really clean. eunice got sick after bein dunked. eh, lemme see. wht else did we do? eunice helped to wash a car. i jus stood and see. wenjie was so funny. he threw the sponge onto my leg. so i used it to wipe on his shirt. then he said:"tht one was used to clean the birdshit one leh!". and he threw it on my leg. yeaa. haha. i told yingjian to pour a pail of water on eunice. haha. and he did lah. i gave crissypoo my balloon. haha. so after cvd, we didnt have a class dinner. many of em needed to leave. so i decided to go my granny's. but we did have the jan babies celebration. we threw water bombs at everyone and poured flour over crissypoo. awwwwwwwww. i love my class(:

limin said tht she didnt wan to talk to me anymore on fri night because i didnt reply her sms. well, i didnt receive any sms from her. but thts not the point. the next day, when i sms her, she replied me lah! and she even tagged at my board today. haha. funny lah.

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2008-01-26T20:59:00.000+08:00

oh, sooo tired. haha. i just recovered form a fever yesterday. haha. so sch ended at 3pm yesterday. so the few of us stayed back and did the decos and eunice and i ended up havin dinner with mr chng at long johns. haha. so eunice and i walked around yishun and we found a shop and save trolley. so we walked to the shop and save at khatib station there to meet meow2 and jiawen. so we head to eunice's house and slack around. chang long joined us soo after. haha. i feel lazy to blog about cvd. awwwwwwwwwww. i miss erdiah after not seein her for a year or so. awwwwwwwwwwwww. i love 09s<3>
even thou they arent the most enthu people or the most bonded class. but i still love everyone of them(:

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2008-01-19T10:03:00.000+08:00

im feelin a lil restless. i slept at 2 and i woke up at 8plus. ughhh. 6hours plus of sleep aint enough for me. but well, i think i'll take an afternoon nap later so i guess morning is a lil of catchin up w sch work.

this shows how awful i look with specs. haha.

gabriel:

i was the one who talked to him first. then limin came to interrupt. ughhhhh! limin=the 3rd party. :P

so, sch yesterday was qutie alright. other than the econ tut part. eunice is blacklisted, as always. she's always so suay lah. haha. math was infuriatin for eunice. haha. she copied her homework the night before and her hands were aching. haha. but miss seah didnt collect it in the end. haha. oh well. so we had a great laugh with some of my og members and eunice's og members, plus sherman. they were damn lame at a point of time. haha. so we camwhored durin half of phy lessons and the whole of malay lessons. and then i rushed off to meet the rest. i ate fried mars bar! its not very nice lah. but its shiooook. thts the only word i can use to describe. haha. so we ended up at swensens. after fooling around and finishin our dinner, we proceed on with the cake. we were makin a lil noise till the table next to us had to express unhappiness. oh well. as usual, geoky always gets unhappy when someone had to pour the cold water on her when she is in her highest mood. haha. after leavin, we met eugenia while waitin for limin to buy her contact lense solution. and they camwhored all the way after tht. i swear, they are professional camwhores. haha. and i talked to eustace on the phone for an hour when i reached home. haha. awwwwwwwww. i miss him lah. the wonders bowenians have on me(:

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2008-01-16T17:22:00.000+08:00

i met limin after gp paper today. and awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. i miss her and the other two like FUCK. esp atiqah. so we're goin out on the 15th instead(: sheesh. i miss gossipin with them and foolin around with them. and i miss og4 regardless of how unenthu they are. but they're still nice people lah, threatenin to throw me into the bin and teachin me the mice game. okay. im gettin emo now. cheer me up! haha.

well, i was reading this princess book my cousin bought for her daughter. kids these days. so lucky.

my favourite princess:

awwwwww. dont every girl want to be a princess?

this is wht limin sent me after we part today:
i feel depress now lah. talk about these things. but to think of it. its part and parcel of life. at least we didnt like quarrel or whtsoever and u all are always the ones tht pops into my mind when something happens or when i see weird things/people. dont worry. we'll always be besties. its too many years or friendship and things we do to forget.

awwwww. i jus love her and the other two more and more lah! but the part one rmbrin us once she sees something or someone weird. not very nice eh? princess princess. i wish to be one(:

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2008-01-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

i cant help but to laugh at her sometimes.

my bestfriend from yj. i sound like my sister now. she changes bestfriend every week lah! oh well. so i was talkin about this crazy asshole. haha. yea. she's funny, at times. she's lame, most of the time. she's crazy, all the time. but she's still my asshole. i hope we ace Alvls together and leave yj together. haha. well, i was just feelin bored and i thought of her. so i decided to blog about her. haha. i shall try to search more of her ugly and funny photos and post up here. haha. im soooo gonna ask her to read this. i can alr imagine her comical face. haha.

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2008-01-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

studied at amk library with yingjian, zhihao and eunice. haha. we gossiped alot. and i realise eunice knew many stuff lah! she claimed tht she didnt know wht to say to me about those stuff. well, she could have asked me whether its true or not. esp about 7stars. how could she even suspect us? wht a friend. haha. so we talked and joked. now eunice has a taste of zhihao's cold jokes. haha. we were shhhh-ed by the people beside our table and they called us childish! awwww. haha. how nice. haha. we're goin to study together again tml. and hopefully the weekend before every test. haha. i love them lah. not in the bgr way, but, yea. haha.

i guess it had been very obvious for you to understand.

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2008-01-11T14:42:00.001+08:00

chem was BADDDDDDD today. and to think i went to sch early to study. ughhhh. i know how to do most of the questions. but i forgot the ans. i swear if i ever pull through, i'll nvr do last min studyin anymore regardless of how busy i am. if i ever go back on my word, u can shoot me str in the head. ughhhhhhh. i feel like shit now. failin chem never crossed my mind. and to top it off, i think im goin to fall sick soon. ive been sleepin very lil recently. well, to me its lil. and i kept sneezing for no apparent reason jus now. SSP! ughhhh. like wht meifong said. its a package. being an OGL, joinin the orientation, doin the block tests and goin for SSP. next up, CHINGAY!

Fall Out Boy - I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aT434G38OBg

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2008-01-10T18:01:00.000+08:00

orientation day one and two:
well, just some admin stuff like collecting the 30bucks, gettin the shirt sizes and filling up cca forms. then we played some ice breaking games. i cant really remember wht went on on day one and two. mostly just subject talks and all. oh, we played a lil cap's ball on the second day and the j1s learnt the couple dance.

orientation day three:
they had a lil talk on the discipline and everything. well, i think we played asshole taidi on tht day. or is it the day before? eunice was the asshole queen lah. then we played caps ball and proceed for lunch. i think. durin lunch, i went to sit with the guys because there wasnt space at the girl's side. and the guys were talkin about girls right in front of my face! haha. typical lah. thts wht zhihao, yingjian and andrew always do. so we had the house carnival in the afternoon. was rather tired. but the jam and hop in the night was fun! eunice, ophe and i were jumping around and dancin with random people. we tried to make ophe's cousin high. but, aiyah. haha. i lost my voice after tht.

orientation day four:
j1s had sample lect in the morning. it was a too boring. so we sneaked out. then it was games in the afternoon. it was alright lah. everyone started bein a lil more enthu and all. then they had the pirate thing whr each og group was suppose to dress one of their member up as a pirate and do a catwalk after tht. then we had the mass photoshoot. i agree with longbeans. it was, wtf?! waste of time. haha. then eunice, zhihao and i went to study at amk lib after tht. how hardworkin~ haha.

orientation day five:
sample lects for the j1s again in the morning while we played asshole taidi again. then they had outdoor games. as usual, the enthu ones were enthu. the un-enthu ones were not. i was very tired following them around. but they still had the energy to run around and walk all the way back to sch. oh my~ but we were late. by the time we reached sch, the mass dance finale was alr over. so they had prize presentation. everyone was cheerin out for sooteck. haha. like wht eunice said, he's our idol. haha. so we had og dinner after tht with those enthu ones. eerie(i dont know how to spell her name) was tellin us the ghost stories from yj. haha. which reminds me of milky's song:~我不怕!我不怕!我不怕!~. haha. i swear tht guy acts nothing like a soon-to-be 17 year old. he's only 1month younger than me but he's so much like my younger brother. haha. longbeans is different. he's quite alright for his age. but he's too thin. he looks so fragile. as if he'll break into two any time. haha. so, after the og dinner, actually, it was more of a farewell dinner. haha. well, i went to find eugenetan after tht. we were suppose to go back together. but he made me stay for an hour because he wanted to play truth or dare with the people from eunice's og. so i joined in. the people in her group, THEY ARE SO SICK. esp jiawen and stephanie. haha.
POTATO: i missed you too!!!!!!!! awww.

haha. so i off to sleep. i'll be wakin up at 2am to mug. how sick is tht?! no choice~ haha.
to leow, if u ever see this: its not tht i have high standards lah. its just, not the one. u should understand.

i miss talkin to and gossipin with leow and geoky.

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2008-01-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

so we're left with 2more days of orientation. i kind of want orientation to last longer. aiyoooo. haha. so it had been 3days of orientation. well, my group aint exactly the high ones, other than vitasoy and longbeans. but they have their own merits i noticed, as days gone by. like how the quiet twins can play caps ball. how much grace is interested in music and so on. i bet u guys dont know who they are lah. the guys are quite alright. teddy bear dont really speak unless to vitasoy or the other guys. longbeans was an amk-SIAN, thts why he always looked bored. but he's gettin more and more enthu. and he screams like a girl. haha. vitasoy is the hyper one. the one tht keep the pace of the games goin. but the girls are more participative after today's house carnival whr some had to navigate, some had to play the relay games with others and so on. so im happy with them lah.

i didnt mean to call them by their nicks. i cant really remember their names. haha. but well, im called cuckoo, by them. how nice.

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2007-12-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

well, it didnt turn out to be the day i expected it to be. especially the part where people start streamin back to other places. but it was good enough. so we ended up at stanven's house, just the few of us. limin, geoky, yihui, stanven and i. we had fun laughin at photos and many of them were shockin to me. i guess i had isolated myself from the bowen world for quite some time. i couldnt remember incidents tht they mentioned. haha. tht is wht happens when u dont gossip for a long time. after all, gossiping prolongs your life. it doesnt shortens it and u wont suffer karma from it because, everyone gossips. haha. so we had a discussion on plastic surgery and all. and the bottomline of the issue was no one will reject a pretty face be it a fake one or not. well, its all about true love isnt it?

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2007-12-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

ugh. man u is losin to west ham again. ughhh. irritating ass.

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2007-12-26T20:42:00.001+08:00

so i guess christmas turns out alright after all. my granny was discharged from the hospital and we had a major christmas steamboat party. haha.

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2007-12-24T10:32:00.001+08:00

im suppose to be studyin and complete my homeworks. my math is not even half-way through. my phy, well, i havnt even started on it. haha. and i havnt started revision for blocks. congrats.

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2007-12-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NEOYIHUI. she's turnin 16, which is not a big deal at all. haha. we bathed together. and when i told my mom tht, she was like:"i nvr realise ur tht psychotic." mommy, meet eunice and u'll realise im perfectly normal. haha. oh well. i feel like biting yihui now. she's jus behind me. haha. she jus bit me! ahhh. i jus realised tht my right pinkie is a lucky finger for pokemon games. haha. im goin to rate it at 5bucks per press. haha. watch out clarence! it's goin to burn a big hole in ur pocket jus to catch one pokemon. ahahahahaha

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2007-12-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

THIS IS A SPECIAL POST FOR EUSTACE. haha. congrats. haha. the part on A1 for math is rather suprising. haha. but well, we can get to mug together next year! haha. work hard luh~

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2007-12-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY PW GROUP!
with such wonderful pw mates, who wont? haha. so, i was telling myself yesterday before going to bed tht 'tml will be a better day'. and it really is. so, zhihao, ahma and i stupidly turn up for tht last min ogl meeting. and it was cancelled! we were the only ones thr and we werent told. so zhihao and i called the rest to meet up at sentosa. i almost got struck by birdshit while talking to andrew on the phone. he didnt turn up in the end and only informed us at the last minute! i was quite disappointed lah. but, well. thrs always the next time. so we met up and took the train to sentosa. haha walked around and ate subway. then we went on the skytower, butterfly and insect kingdom, 4D magix and the images of spore. thrs alot to elaborate on each lah, but i feel lazy to do so. well, i got my shoes(: haha. and the hairband tht i wanted. stupid forever21. ugh. shall not mention it. then my fellow pw mates bought me a cake and they told me they were pangsai-ing. haha. oh well.

ugh! i have to mention these.
1) it was zhihao'ss first time goin to sentosa and eating subway. he pronounce honey mustard as honey bastard. and he claims tht he has nvr been to mandai zoo. gosh.
2) zhihao was an embarrassment in the train! gosh.

TO TAGS:
thank you joanna(: u'll never spam as well as me. haha.
thank you rasssss(: like u'll ever go up. just say ure scared lah! haha.
thank you ajrina(: i missed u lah!
thank you shiwei(: haha. u spammed my board!

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2007-12-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

its my birthday eve and i feel so lucky all of a sudden. i meant it in a sarcastic way. on the other hand, im 100bucks richer(:

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2007-12-15T02:42:00.000+08:00

so, i woke up late today. yea. i dont know how to elaborate much on tht. but i was quite proud of myself. i was usually punctual when it comes to waking ups. haha. i wanted to hail a cab to geokho's house after sch. but no luck. all the taxis didnt stop for me. so i ended up walkin under the rain to her home. she cooked lunch for me! wht a privilege. haha. soggy maggie noodles with 'mah you'. we saw pipop on the bus while waiting for 156. he looked like an auntie from far. so we head off the meet yihui at bishan and stop by at orchard because i had to pass this tiny thing to charlene. haha. then we went to meet limin and chang sheng at city hall before meetin the rest at raffles place. dined at lau pah sat. yuckkkkkk. thts all i can say about the food thr. walked around spore river because chang sheng suddenly gets high and decides to get on the bungy ride thing. geokho went along and they manage to get wahid to go with them. haha. it was hilarious. then yihui joined them in playin the swing thing. tht was freaky. it is worse than the bungy thing. haha.

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2007-12-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

ogl meeting tomorrow. 6hours. gosh. i went to vivo today with denise and harriet to get the stuff for the christmas party. then i went to ikea to meet my parents and my brother. then we head off to town to get christmas gifts. the rest of it is pretty much boring and not worth mentioning. im so tired and sick. and i really mean sick. bad throat and an aching head.

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2007-12-12T23:07:00.000+08:00

my mom finally brought me for facial treatment. and it was an agony rather than a please. but well, thrs always a price to pay for vainity. so, i still have to find some other time to go for a follow-up(:

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2007-12-12T01:13:00.000+08:00

and ive got 3 scratches on my hand. all from dragging the fat ahma!

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2007-12-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

mushrooms taste good. esp at a time like this. well, it didnt turn out the way we expected it to be. haha. the pit isnt anything like those at stanven's house. so we had a hard time startin the fire. in fact, i doubt thrs any fire. but we cam whored alot. okay lah. me lah. me lah. and i met ajrina at amk hub!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so overjoy tht i kept repeating my sentences and she was like, are u alright? so i gave her a hug! haha.

okay. here goes my day. met ahma and xueling and we ate mos burger. then crissypoo came to join us. after tht, we went to buy groceries and head off to crissypoo's house to prepare the food. wanted to hail a cab to castle green, but crissypoo's parents ended up fetchin us after seein how helpless we were tryin to hail a cab. reached castle green, but didnt start till the guys came with e charcoal. then the rest of the day is pretty hard to descrive. well, the bottom line is, we didnt get to eat anything the whole day. so im tired and hungry now. well well. i want the photos!

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2007-12-10T10:47:00.000+08:00

im enjoying every minute i spend at home. u dont get such previleges when school reopen right? well, just a few more weeks before sch starts and i havnt even started studying for blocks. and thinking of how pack my future days will be, how am i suppose to find the time? oh well, this year had been fruitful but yet tiring. next year will be better. esp after the big A's'. and then i'll be off to take pictures with cinderella in california(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEOKY!!!
my colour scheme is kind of weird. haha. oh well, my dearest one-quarter, it's the 5th time im wishin u since we came together(:

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2007-11-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

shop shop shop. pity it is i couldnt join them. granduncle is being hospitalised, plans change. more shop shop. pumps, tanks, spag, dresses, tees, tops, bottoms. more clothes!