Actually, I don’t know what I want to blog about today. But I thought about how bored I am everyday and how I kept blog-hopping but felt disappointed in the end when nobody updates their blog, I felt like I have to blog to keep my readers entertained. Not that I have a lot readers. That is the good thing about not having a tagboard. You don’t know if there are people that are reading your blog. A little thick skin, I know. But life is all about having a little self-esteem here and there, isn’t it? This week is some sort of a different week. First, I’m going to embark on a challenge, tutoring. Yes, I’m tutoring for the first time in my life. And she’s a secondary 4 girl. I bet she’s taller than I am. Life’s unfair. When we were young, we were taught that people grow and they get older. But why is it that we’re seeing people who are younger than us being taller and more ‘mature’ than us?! Life is full of misconceptions. Don’t trust everything that was taught to you. Next, I’ll be collecting my results this Friday. The reason why that day is called ‘Judgement Day’ is because it’ll determine whether I’ll get into a university, what course I’ll be taking and lastly, with that degree, what my career will be. And career is a short but big word. It signifies the rest of your life, the people you meet and work with, and how you’re going to spend your everyday. Like this? Or not? I’m afraid you and I have no choice. Life isn’t always full of choices. All human beings are the same. We live, grow, learn, get a degree (probably), get a job, marry, give birth, grow old and die. Well, there might be some exceptions like gays and lesbians, who don’t’ give birth, or people who die even before they can get to grow old (god bless!). But technically speaking, we don’t really get to choose the start of our life and the end of it. We only get to choose how it’s being run. Whenever I complained on how I don’t have this while others do, I think about what I have while others don’t. Sure, I did not get to choose who my mother will be or what my father is like. But at least, I’m betrothed to a couple as wonderful as my parents, even without having to choose. Some people just have all the luck. I think I’m one of them. Thus, before I collect my results, be it good or bad, I would like to thank my parents for all that they had given me. I do not think I’m the best gift god had given to them. I think they’re my best present. And I would like to spread the love to all who does not have any, or thinks that it isn't enough.
CHARMAINE<3