i figured that i shall blog first before leaving considering that i might not blog here anymore. oh well. i was lookin into the mirror and somehow, it never occurred to me that my eyes were small before i met a girl. yes, a girl with HUGE eyes that her contacts dropped while she was walking down the streets one day. a girl that not even a small flaw from you could escape her eyes. she sees things very clearly, with her big eyes. things like me buying a new bra or, i dont know, just real small and almost negligible things. i guess most of you should have guessed who it is now. LEOW LI MIN. okay. she isn't the main point of today's post anyway. what i'm trying to say it, if i've never met limin, i probably wouldn't figure that my eyes are actually small. even in yj now, no one has told me my eyes are small. in fact, xueling told me that my eyes are big for my face. what a contradiction. haha. speaking of big eyes. i was just talking to shiwei about this girl who was insignificant in the past. but after she 'made a name for herself', she became an instant hit for criticisms. sad. she seem to be all-so-mighty, but i guess she doesn't know how much people really detest her. i guess that is the way the world works. i'm seriously puzzled by how the earth spins and how people behave. in other words, it is how life can roll on and on just like a ball rolling down the hill. it is amazing how people can just continue being friends with one another knowing how much u had hated each other or how much u are hating them. it is rather a queer mystery. i guess i have long concluded that humans are despicable, selfish, rude, and low-class beasts. we don't even deserve to exist. really. i never wanted to exist, to know about the true facts of my kind. but damn, i want to learn driving, learn how to race, learn how to sky-dive, learn how to dive and many many more. these are all materialistic wants. i dont care. i AM selfish.
CHARMAINE<3